How Could I?

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How could I? after all that has been done, forgive you. i could say the words, maybe even make you beileve them but in my heart i know i could never forgive you. though i try every day, i can't seem to forget, forget what happened and what was said that day. i could lie to you and tell you we can go on as if nothing had happened but in my soul, i would condem myself for the liar i would be. you tell me it was a mistake as if it were something that could ever be fixed. i can't and will not skim over the rough spots of life, for i know that the truth always comes out. you, like all others that truley know me, should know this. i wish that i could mask my pain from your eyes and allow you to move on but you linger in my mind. i can't seem to lose you though i have tried, you would not like this but i burned your memory from existence in all physical links i could make. yet every night i dream, i dream of you, of the happy days that we used to live in. my waking moments though, are filled with the consequences of your actions. i wonder somedays if you even remember my name, if you even remember my face. you left so long ago, i am always left to wonder. you left me alone, alone and empty. you once told me i was your light in the darkness. I don't know if i were to see that light, if i'd recognize it as my own. This hole that has formed and swollowed me has been my residence for so long i have forgotten. though you, as nothing else has, remain stuck in my mind.
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